Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I want my mommy!

So I don't want to make my mom feel bad because I know she would be here ASAP if it were possible. Quite honestly I'm not even sure there's much she could do, there are just those times when you want your mom. I get to talk to her often on the phone, but it's just not the same. I'm in a very whiny mood, so I will not be at all offended if you don't want to continue reading. This post is purely for me to be a big baby!

I have been feeling so very sick the last couple of weeks and I am just plain "sick" of it. I feel so bad that I'm not being the wife/mom/housekeeper/cook/etc. I should be because I feel so lousy all the time. Jared is so amazing. He's doing such a good job taking care of me and never complains when things don't get done. Whenever he's home he does things around the house, helps with the kids and meals and is on poop patrol (changes Urban's diapers, helps Addison in the bathroom and cleans up after the dog outside). He even goes to the grocery store for me most of the time because I am so sensitive to smells (good & bad) and boy are there a lot of smells out there in the world! He really is such a big help, I'm so grateful for him.

My sister, Heather, is doing a great job too. She calls me everyday to check on me and see how I'm doing. She asks if I need anything and makes sure I'm okay during the day when Jared isn't home. She always offers to take the kids so I can get some rest. She is a very sweet and helpful big sister.

Even Addison and Urban are doing their part to comfort me. I love those kids so much (goodness, I'm getting teary eyed just thinking about their sweet acts of kindness). Almost every time I run to the bathroom to throw up they run in right behind me. Addison stands to the side of me rubbing my back and stroking my hair saying "I love you so much mom, I'm so sorry this is happening to you". Urban just leans on my back giving me a hug from behind and says "I uh you". Occasionally he'll get right in my face and ask me why I'm doing that, which just makes me giggle in an otherwise awful situation. They are so protective and concerned about what's going on, it's so cute. It's just another reminder as to why I'm doing this again. Oh, in case you haven't gotten it yet, YES, I'M PREGNANT! Although I feel like crap most of the time and it's sometimes hard to think about anything other than trying not to throw up, it is so worth it. (I have to keep reminding myself)

Every time Jared comes home and they run up to him and jump into his arms to give him hugs and kisses I feel better for a brief moment. Every time I see the two of them sitting on the couch hugging each other I feel better and can't wait to add another one to that hug. Every time they hug me and tell me they love me and rub my back, I feel a little bit better.

So even though I wish I didn't get so sick, and I know it's possible to have healthy pregnancies & babies without getting sick...I've heard of lots of women, I guess this is just one of my trials. Perhaps it gives me a greater appreciation for my health, for my husband, for my kids, for my mom & sister...who knows!

Anyway, enough with the pity party. I had my first doctor's appointment yesterday and everything looks great. I am about 9 weeks along which will give me a due date around November 26th. I got to see some pictures and the little bug is cute as can be. I know, only a mother... We are all very excited and can't wait for this new addition to join our family.

13 comments:

Melanie said...

I love how Addison is so concerned...much better than a friend of mine. She said when she was Addison's age and her mom was pregnant she just stood in the bathroom door making throw up noises lol having a great supportive family makes it all that much better. I have to say Nick has been great since Mason was born. I'm starting to get back on my feet now, but the first week he did everything and never complained. :)

Heather said...

I'm sorry you feel like crap. I'm not going to tell you that it doesn't last for ever, or that it's all worth it because you'll have a cute little baby in a few months,........I live close enough for you to smack me if I said that. I know your pain, and I'm just grateful it's you and not me!!! Hee Hee Hee!! Don't worry, when you are holding your baby and I'm wishing he/she was mine you can say "i'm grateful it's mine and not yours!" to get back at me!!!

Let me know when I can help ya!
love ya
hang in there..........or not. whatever doesn't make you mad at me!

RC said...
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RC said...

Ahwwww, I am so there A.S.A.P! I'm so, so, so, sorry, I wish I could be there NOW. (I am working on it).

I LOVE YOU. You are a constant reminder to me, why it is SO WORTH it, being a Mom is the greatest Blessing I have ever received. I am so proud of the Parents that my Children have all become.

If it is any comfort, I have no idea why, but the past two months, I too have felt that horrible pregnancy sickness, Y U C K!!!

(before your Dad reads this and falls to the floor, NO I AM NOT PREGNANT.)

How sweet and precious are my two little bugs, it helps to know you are in such good hands. Thank you, Jared, Addison and Urban for taking such good care of one of my "babies".

Love to you all,

The Lingo Family said...

Well, I am sorry you are feeling so yucky, but at least there is good reason right?!?!? That is sooooo exciting, how wonderful for you to be having another little person in your life. Hopefully you will be feeling better soon. It sounds like you are in good hands for now. :)

Jennifer Richins said...

Congratulations my dear! How exciting to be adding another little one to your family.

jori-o said...

Congrats!! I had my suspicions at the beginning of your post...because GIRL, I am SO with you! I am just now feeling better...and I hesitate to even admit that because then all the puking/tiredness/general blahs will come back!!
But congrats again! It'll all be worth it whn you have that little babe in your arms!

get an eyefull of this... said...

For some reason I can’t post on your blog…but as I was reading your last entry, I got the sneaking suspicion that I might have missed a blog somewhere!

Congratulations guys! I had no idea you were expecting again. Seriously, I was reading it and I kept saying to myself “she sounds pregnant” and “I wonder if she has gotten a pregnancy test”—duh! I am so sorry that you are sick honey. I never had that particular pregnancy difficulty, but I remember when you were preggers with Urban. I hope that it is over very soon and you can really start enjoying being pregnant. Nov 26th eh? Awesome!

Anonymous said...

I am so sad that you go through this with your pregnancies. But I think you may be on to something about it making you appreciate your health and your family.
You and Jared have managed to raise a very caring and loving family. I honestly believe you are a major factor in that. You are a wonderful mother.
And if you can hold that baby in for one day past its due date you can have a baby on Jasons birthday..
I told Jared Congrats.. I am so happy for you guys. So now I need to tell you Congrats as well.
I hope it gets easier for you if nothing else.
Good Luck with all these crazy smells out there.
Love
Julie and the rest of the crackers..lol

Christy Wheeler said...

I know what you mean! I want my mommy too!

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